Even at the risk of sounding like a jackass…… From everything I’ve gathered, which other then 1 post I’m almost certain I’ve had exposure. so with that….

Seems kinda fuct to put really any much (in my mind) of the weight & grief from Pauls death on the doctor. Maybe I’m missing something, I feel like when he was found it was said or at least allude to the fact that he was found in a hotel room with a syringe. Am I Off on the the facts here? Like Im gonna get a response anyway. But if I am that means like this doctor happen to prescribe (an off) lethal dosage of …. some medicine that Paul would or did take intrevernously? Somehow I don’t think I missed anything. Except the blantent 1st impression this post gave me. The one I should have gone off about before hesitating. The whole vibe just screams typical america. Naturally their angry & upset, but once rational thinking starts getting twisted w/ emotions etc. Even the ,most cognasin & reputable person, simply doesnt exist anymore. Everyone needs a scapegoat & thats kinda all I’m gathering here. Id love to be corrected if not, but to me its like fuck you! shitting on this doctor. Not man if only we assess our loved ones sooner then later things like this can be avoided. Or if only PAUL (Oh ya! the guy doing the drugs!!, by no means judging drugs; I do my share. u think these random long post come from sobriety.) Didnt choose to continue down path or start. Or isolated himself or move to needle drugs. A guy blows his brains out w/ a gun, do we track down guy who sold it to him and destroy his life based on the anger we have on our loved one for doing what he did. This country is fuct man, at least when it comes to progress & not pissing away money. An at the top & directly corrilating to that…. There’s no personal responsibility. Not the guy or who was supposed to be authority figure, not elements of perversion in honorably acessing abusive situation, whther bully, sexual whatever. Not the person doing the shooting , that’s last conclusion to come up with. What kinda agenda can get pushed through holding a person responsible for their actions. Got it!!…. Gun control, that’s its. if we regulate the acess and rights of individuals to protect themselves, the guns will simply stop making these ppl do these awful things. I’m not that scared is say, some guy owns a gun, but the idea of walking into a room that a gun is in……. That Scares the shit outta!!! No telling what could happen or what I might do.

Am I the only one going “what the fuck?” It isnt just Slipknot members making a scapegoat out of a situation that ultimately they prolly had more control over. Sad Uncle Pauly died but there almost victimizing him, which is scarier then anyone I’ve been shown as the enemy. Its like fuck you guys, of all ppl to be so quick o.
You gonna track down a drug dealer cuz ur daughters best freind, was a dumb cunt & went way overboard on prom night. consequently dieing. Dont blame the supplier, blame the idiot that fucked up. any1 jumping off buildings or whatev when tripping. That aint no drug, might of aided and bringing issue to surface, but the problem was already there.

Hopefully Wook you at least read this and/or if nothing else get a chuckle @ my insanity, for going on as long as I have with my dime-store psychology & grievances . Not for whats actually said… just everything else, but you know it wasn’t my fault…. It was slipknot who started this, trying to blame others

In the End, the one I feel most sympathy for is the doctor. We’re awful as human being sometimes. Slipknot where were u!!! there’s fucking 8 of you. never thought of pauls been been puking alot and those track marks seem to be blossoming trees. Or just uhhh Paul seems dif, wow why am I going on